Ok so I have a backache and went to the doc yesterday, came out of there with a script for muscle "RELAXERS". My whole body (and mind) are RELAXED, but my back still ACHES??
WTH? Slept in through the alarm clock, can't feel my face most of the time and I only took 1/2 a pill. What a light weight these days I am. I also got a script for 4-6 weeks of physical therapy (wich costs too damned much to consider) and did a urine sample in case its a kidney infection but I am still dying with pain. I killed myself in the yard this year and the doc thinks since I've been lazy for the last three weekends my back is trying to heal. Then why does it hurt so damned bad?? I could seriously fall asleep here in my chair at my desk at work! I'm trying to hang in there... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ha!

Blood Sweat & Tears

So starting in May of this year, Kaesy and I started filling in our hole in the back yard and this is what we ended up with. I sooo needed a ZEN spot to sit and listen to the water and destress. At night you can watch the fish in the lights from the bottom of the pond...its beautiful. Snort (the dog) walks the shallow shelves and the fish swim right up to him like he belongs there.

First Post, my mind's a blank. Where is all the mania when I need it? Kinda scary with no voices urging the curser as is normally the case. I wonder if this will be something I can commit to? As you who know me well know, I start alot and finish some, most, ok some. What an awesome outlet... Holly started this and I thought what the Heck (not hell) because if i hate venting with no immediate facial or verbal response I can allways quit and have one more internet profile I have lost track of. Can't wait to see what this looks like. TTFN